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September 18 Seven facts About my LIFESeven things I am afraid of
1)Myself 2)Death of my Near Dear ones 3)Sitting Idle 4)Being failed in Exams 5)Drowning in Water 6)Suffocation 7)and....hmmm....cockroaches...LOL Seven things I Like
1)My Parents
2)Listening Soft Music 3)Making Friends 4)Going on lOng drives at night 5)Sitting under the sky full of stars infront of a runnig river. 6)Recieving messages from friends 7)Traveling Seven Random facts about ME
1)I am doing Masters in Computer Applicatons 2)I am quite populor in my college 3)I got a bullet injury when I was 16 since then I am on wheel Chair 4)I am working as a freelancer now 5)I love the black color 6)I have participated in every game till now 7)I am a wheelChair Tennis Player Seven things to do before I die
1)To do Doctrate. 2)To invent something 3)to go on a world tour 4)to see God 5)to make a grand gathering of all the persons around the world whom I know 6)to do sky diving 7)to travel in submarine Seven things I can do
1)can Make Friends 2)can Lie 3)can Laugh on myself....for making other laugh 4)can Sing... 5)can Teach 6)can make others feel lighter 7)can think positively Seven things that I cant do or will not do
1)I cant Betray anyone 2)I cant hurt others 3)I cant pass bad news to others 4)I cant be Serious 5)I will not take alcohol 6)I will not smoke 7)I cant see others crying infront of me and doing nothing for them
Seven things I say most
1)Very good...I normally praise others...Alot 2)Jhakas(Excellent)....this is the answer when ever someone ask how am I 3)think positive 4)........... thats it Seven things in my room
1)My bed.....LOL 2)My family photograph 3)My books...I normally read till I cant sleep 4)Music Player 5)God......he is every where 6)Photos of some historic persons 7)Alarm Clock... Seven Celeb Crushes......None.....
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Mayank August 22 FearWhen I was 5 years old I used to fear a sound that used to come each night at around 1 am, It was the sound of someone whisteling and slamming someting on road, I was so afraid of it that if I had not slept till then and hear that sound then that night I could hardly sleep, this went on for a very long time....until one day I told about that to my mom, my mom is very strict in one thing and that is No Fear... when I told her about that she got a bit angry but then she tried to explain it to me that, that sound is made by security officer who come for there late night security patrol accross the colony streets, and the sound he makes is for keeping the thieves away..... Not only this she kept me awake that night till that security person came and took me to him and said to me "Look at the uncle, whats worng with him?..why do you fear him?..." that person picked me in his lap and said not to fear him this is his duty....since that day when ever he came and I was awake till then I used to go out to meet him....the fear is all gone....
That day mom taught me a very important thing of life which I still remember ...that is ...... If you try to hide from fear then it will, no matter where you are, will find you and will get stronger and you will fear more...till you face it....when you face your fear then you will see that there is no fear.....from that day till today what ever frieghted me I used to reach out to it...and every time the fear was gone..... August 06 My pain ....My lifeToday I just read the featured space.........
It reminded of my earlier days of injury when I just have to be on the bed whole day and night as I had got a Bullet injury while protecting a person from the gun shot.....Which I got on myself......I got Spinal Injury as it went through my chest diagonally ....threw my spinal cord....and after I got the injury no one over there could understand what to do they thought that I hurt my hand (As not a single drop of blood appeared from my chest, all the blood went straight into my chest...choking my breath.....the blood which was visible was from my hand which the bullet has touched in the way to my chest.....) so the guys thought I hurt my hand...thats it....but I was lying on the ground with my face in mud......so two persons came and tried to lift me up from my hand, which I think made my injury more sever, as it stained my spinal injury more adversly.......when I reached the hospital the doctors did not operate on me saying that its a police case and they need a police presence prior to treatment.......I still remember my relatives trying to convince the doc. to operate on me otherwise I will die, and I was there lying on a streture going towards the darkness slowly......but he did not do anything....after almost half an hour police arrived and the doctors started the operation....I donno how long it took but when I regained my consiousness I was in the ICU with all those medical gadgets attached to my body all around.....It was paining like HELL...I thought that I am going to die.........and I was about to cry when I saw my dad coming towards me.....he came and set beside me and asked "Manu!!(My nick Name) Are you allright?".....there was so much pain in his voice that I forgot my own pain...and I said "Yes dady, I am perfect" ...then he asked "is not that hurting"....I said " No dad....Theres no pain".........And he smiled to me.........at that time I thought I have to live.....if not for me then for this smile............and even the doctors were saying that there is no hope for me to be alive they said that how can you think that he will be allright the bullet has collapsed his lungs...he has a 2 inch whole through his body and even his heart is affected,,,,,But......I was there fighting with all my will to be there by my DAD..........And I proved all the doctors wrong...and here I am even after 7 years after that injury still perfect......
Anyway......When I was discharged from hospital I still had a 8 inch wide sore in my back....and as I could not turn by myself I had to lie on bad for whole day and night on that sore........Ouch....At that time I felt like totally broken.....like what KENNY feels......at that time I thought I am just confined to my bed and that room in which I the bed was.......after months of treatment I got my sores heeled...but the sore in my heart, that I will not be able to walk for ever, was still fresh,...........but now I have learnt that this is a part of life and I cant change it and I have learnt to live with it.....I Have Learnt how to bear when the word Disabled is associated with me....I have learnt to fight for my rights....I have learnt to feel NORMAL even with all these ABNORMALITIES.........I have Learnt to face this world and its crualities.........And what I have Learnt which is most important is ...I have learnt to smile even with a lot of pain in heart and body......................
I wish some day I will prove myself that I am even more abled as compared to the most abled person in this world.... May 23 My story ....SO FARMy Morning of the life was in the evening of 15th july 1982. As a normal child me too dont remember anything till i was 3 year old. I remember one day I was playing with my friends when one hit a stone at my forehead that was my first experience with pain, about which i didnt know that will become a part of my life. at that time I cried a lot It was my first physical hurt that i got. But as soon as one gave me a cookie I stopped Crying. I was the eldest in my family. and was always starving for friends so i always dreamt of my small brother to come up sonn as my parents told me...I used to pray to GOD to give me my brother,when ever I see something lighting anywhere....at last my prayers were answered.... my samll brother Shwetank born when I was 6. that is my happiest moment of my life till now.... When i was small I used to cry every time i got hurt...But once when i fell down my mom told me that braves dont cry they dont have to be strong but they look strong because of there power to sustain the pain, then i stopped crying ...,since then whenever I got hurt I never cried because If you cry your pain doesnt vanish but you just become an entertainer to the persons around you .. By crying you are not reducing your pain you are just showing others that you are weak......And thats what I did nt like In my childhood I was very fond of PUPPYs and I always forced my parents to bring one for me and once they bought a very cute puppy but one day it bite me that day i learned that one even if it looks very calm and unharmful an even if you give them a lot of love and care they can hurt you so dont belive on anyone just on there looks try to look deeper I am still updating it |
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